don’t call it a flashback

I do as I can to avoid drugs

other than those readily

available to me but

tucked away in some sac

Or gland other hidden

wrinkle of the brain.

A perfectly measured dose

triggered by random

but accessible memories,

a passing fragrance

an old photo

a song on the radio

moms cooking

that one shirt.

let those gaps in the brain

be flooded with the

transcendental ambrosia

our flesh has prepared us.

the sixty-ninth hokage

What might that world be like

where the curious monkey

never drank the rotten juice,

or consumed that strange alien fungus,

or took in those thick and billowing

clouds of smoke that emerged from the burning bush.

What might that world be like

where man sought nothing more

to stop the pain

than the works of thine own hands and fortitude.

Where it was never learned nor taught

that we were capable of giving up or giving in.

Where doing anything was better than nothing

and was everything you could ever need.

How those never ending city skylines

might reach out and kiss the heavens.

How the sidewalks littered with the hopeless

might instead be plated in the golden broken dreams

of those who didn’t resent them, but gave purpose to them

through contribution to the greater good.

How our children and our children’s children

would enjoy the shade and bountiful harvest of plentiful jungles

planted by those who walked before.

How the earth and all of its abundance might coexist,

only borrowing from each other with the intent to return with more

than was received.

How so many of those lost souls may have made it to the morning,

just in time for the light of the new day

to wash away those black memories we all have

woven into the organic and gelatinous fibers of

our DNA.

the future is now… (and it’s AI generated)

(A few pieces of AI generated artwork. The original prompts have been mashed up into whatever garbage this is. Sorry but your welcome.)

It’s your second wedding anniversary but your wife is literally in a mental institution.

A man too scared to acknowledge his God but even more afraid to deny him.

Like a dying animal on DMT, I try to laugh the pain away.

I just want to see what a computer thinks “the death of a dream” looks like because it can’t be worse than reality.”

Every time I try to outrun myself

They traveled the open oceans by the light of the stars

and despite my path being laid clear

as though Siri was reading me the turn-by-turn

I feel lost.

Just as a stone thrown from the trail

becomes buried among the thicket.

A slight miscalculation is a critical error

when your dreams lay among the stars.

The answer must be somewhere,

In my children’s smile,

In the bottom of an empty bottle,

under the flashing lights of some

dark and dingy back room,

with a fake name and cheap perfume.

Madness is one hell of a drug.

Scared New World

Did you know?

There was a time when strangers

shook hands every time they met someone new.

That people used to pack themselves shoulder-to-shoulder

in halls and arenas to see a concert or a game.

 

Did you know?

We didn’t always wear a mask and gloves

when we had to go outside.

There wasn’t always glass between us muffling conversations

at the bank or at the store.

Did you know?

 

The restaurants used to be so crowded

you could barely hear the people you sat with.

That people gathered in bars to drink and enjoy

the company of people they didn’t know.

Did you know?

 

It wasn’t always a crime to cough or sneeze in public.

That work wasn’t always done from home.

That movies weren’t always watched on the couch.

Did you know?

 

That we used to have something called “freedom”.

That we didn’t always have to carry papers proving we were immune,

Or let the government trace our every move.

Did you know?

 

The news wasn’t always bad.

That you used to be able to visit grandma and grandpa

without being afraid.

That there wasn’t always fear of a kiss or a hug.

Did you know?

 

That farmers and simple men once fought the largest

army on the globe to give us everything

we surrendered in an instant without a fight.

Did you know?

 

Are these the questions our children will ask their own?

While they are living life through a screen,

a part of our scared new world?

Did you know?

 

Preserve the Patina

Within you it breathes,

Beaten but strengthened,

Bloodied but mending,

Tired but restless,


Hidden somewhere behind

Deep-tinted windows,

Basking in what

little light shines through.

 

What is shattered

is not broken,

But instead

sits in waiting to be built anew.

 

Open that window,

All ye battered souls,

And feel again

The warmth of the sun.